Another dirty diaper. Another treasure hunt of “Where did one of the dogs pee?”. Another leak in the roof. Another trip to the store, I forgot something. Some days it feels like I get my 10,000 steps just trying to keep up. How is it that the day can feel so long and still get away from you?
The barrage of social media with so-and-so’s recent workout, favorite restaurant, best recipe, latest vacation, newest purchase, current home renovation or…well, the list is endless, doesn’t help.
It’s a lot harder to celebrate the mundane. Most of my days are spent either at the house or in the car. Of course, no day is the same, but it can certainly feel like it after awhile. Some days I feel like I’m racking my brain for how to mix it up.
It’s easy to play the self-pity card–to blame the husband who is away traveling as you’re cleaning up another dog mess or the long line of traffic when you’re already running late but it doesn’t change anything.
The truth is when we blame, we’re usually avoiding something much deeper. Is it really my husband’s fault that the dogs peed again? Why then do I default to blame most of the time when I’m tired, disappointed or just, well, bored?
Mercy is defined as “compassion or forgiveness shown towards someone whom it is within one’s power to punish or harm.” Perhaps I can start today showing a little more mercy to myself. We can be our own worst judge. I can also extend mercy to my fellow driver by allowing him to merge or to my husband with a welcome home hug. It is in these smallest of things that we are human.